||[Sep. 28th, 2005|01:13 pm]
I am starting to think that I am not "Big 10 material". At first, this seemed like something that I could easily do but now as I get feedback in my classes, it just seems like I am doing bad at everything. I could study more, but I am just so stressed out. Everything just keeps adding up and I need some time to myself, I need some time to just lay in bed and listen to music and talk on the phone with people about everything besides school. How do people do this? Am I adjusting? How long until I am adjusted to this new world? I am just so afraid, what happens to people who plan on going to college their entire life and then can't handle it? I don't want to let myself down like that, or anyone else. I just need a break and I've only been in school for 4 weeks, if even that long.